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| Photo by Julia D'June |
The Campfire summer group is having a July kite making and
flying contest and Miranda is confident she'll build the best kite on the
planet! 'On the planet I tell you! It's gonna soar miles high,' she grins up
into her dad's listening face. 'Higher than anyone ever thought possible!' For
a home-built second grader's kite. 'So high it will be a speck, a dot in the
sky. Airplanes will have to divert around my amazing high flyer.'
'It will be the newest prototype for kite flight technology.' Her dad joins in
on the enthusiasm. Sure, it could happen. Anything is possible, or so Miranda's
been told.
Hand sketched plans lay out on the kitchen table over the strewn about
supplies, Miranda prattles in her excitement to her mother, who stands near the
sink, distracted and distant. Her mom gives every appearance that Miranda is
the focus of her attention but Miranda knows better, her mom’s glazed stare
seldom has anything to do her. She is practically invisible to her mom. Her dad
sees it too, and steadfast as he is able, tries his darndest to help Miranda
feel seen and encouraged.
The side door swings open with a flourish letting in some much-needed fresh
air, 'here you go kiddo!' Her dad hands her a newly fashioned wooden crank reel
and spool. Just the ticket, the icing on first prize Miranda needs.
Her dad has an assortment of fancy tools in the garage and stacks of wood for
just such an occasion. The kite reel is all wood, no screws just pegs and post
style carpentry, with diamond cutout shapes on the palm sized handle for extra
grip. 'I'll put a coat of stain on it after tomorrow's kite day.' The pride of
sharing twinkles between them.
Her dad's Mercury Comet flies down the road towards Camp Ripley parade grounds
just north of town, her dad lightly humming along to the radio. He's a quiet
man, says a lot without words, expression mostly, the way he holds his hand
always a tell for what's on his mind. The one ring finger tap, deep in thought
about something that's got his goat. Three fingers drumming on the arm of the
chair, all is well in the world from his outlook.
Miranda gleefully signs the welcome roster, brimming over with excitement, and
they take their designated place on the field. Her dad is there mostly as a
presence for encouragement; the kite operations is all up to Miranda. There's
only a slight breeze which means there is a bit of running around happening by
the participants to coax their kites to take flight. Back and forth. Arms
stretched high, tug down low. 'Fly! Come on. UP!'
There are a few kites getting aloft, then a few more. But Miranda's kite
refuses, utterly refuses to leave the ground. The tail's too heavy, she thinks.
Adjustments made. Run faster, she thinks. That's the trick. But nothing. Swirl.
Swish. Inches off the ground then nose down. Her kite refusing to claim its first-place
title.
Heavy and unbalanced her pride gives up quicker than her dad would have liked.
He wants to see her succeed. First prize is great and all, but any amount of
flight is praiseworthy, he could work with that. He wishes for that. There were
too many disappointments as of late and a small win would be nice. But this is
not that win.
Miranda slunks off the field, shoulders askew, defeated, kite dragging behind
her cartwheeling over the ground and marring its artwork with bright green
streaks on the long trek to the car. She crawls in the front seat sinking onto
the floorboard, her bitter tasting tears of disappointment soak the seat.
Her dad closes the passenger door with a ginger touch, picks up the kite and
all its entrails for storage in the trunk. Settling in behind the wheel he pats
Miranda's shoulder hoping to ease her tears and drives home.

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